Run.
all i want to do is run.
run while i still can.
run from everything that has happened
run from the memories
run from my sins
run from the pain, pain that i feel and the pain that i've caused.
run from my thoughts
run from my feelings
run to the place where i can be blisfully ignorant.

run.
help me run.
help me runaway.

back

I realise that i only blog well when i'm not feeling happy or content or anything of the sort.

Sick Repetitive Cycle of my Sick love life.

Freaking karma is getting on my nerves. How do you break a cycle?

A cycle which inlcudes love,feelings,pain,karma.
how? please someone tell me how!?

I need to stop this before it pushes me over the edge. I need to stop this before i succumb to doing something stupid.

we all hate to break hearts and have our hearts broken.
But just imagine what its like to know WHO's heart you are going to break and who is going to break your heart.

isn't it just sick? Terrible! Revolting.

help.

i don't want to hurt you.
but i'm afraid i will.
i don't want to lose you as a confidant..
but i'm afraid i will.

i've already lost one confidant.
and that shattered me.
i dont think i can go through that again..

but it seems inevitable now.