mom?

i feel kind of mean because i dont have anything for my mom on mothers day. but dont you think its a bit sad though that only once a year we do this? shouldnt we be appreciative of both our parents at all times.... they're the ones who gives us education, nurse us when we're sick, believe in us and in what we do [most of the time] and the ones who feeds us.. keeps us alive... or heck.. we won't be hear if it wasnt for both of them.

so what is mother's and father's day? the same thing like valentines day.... just another day for florists and chocolate shops and restaurants to make a lil extra cash. honestly... if you were a mother or a father would you rather go out for dinner and receive bought flowers from florists... or a home made card filled with love... baked cookies by your children... a home made photoframe with a message tucked at the back of the picture?

but i guess mothers/fathers day is for those people who work day and night to run their own family [think 30's and 40 year old people] and its time for them to be appreciated and appreciate their parents. But then again.. that doesnt quite happen does it? No offence but i dont see my oldest brother here... i didnt hear the phone ring.... does he remember? or is he planning something with his kids and wife........................

hmm.. i dont know where this is going but im just literally typing what im thinking.

We dont appreciate them when they are here.. when we know that they are there for us. ever ready to clear up our messes... straighten our lives out..and point us in the right direction... guide us so that we succeed........ they do all the work and what do they actually get in return? sometimes we just raise our voice at them because we feel "pressured" and as though we have no "privacy"... of course i have been a victim of this before.. i'd be straight out lying if i were to say ive never felt any of this or said or done any of it............ but still...

anyway.

happy mothers day mom.... you know i love you and always will and you can come stay with me when im grown out and out of the house =P