Monday, September 04, 2006

and something inside me dies.

last night i started crying again. i cannot take this anymore. crying till the wee hours of the morning just isnt healthy... and my head hurts....so while this feeling went on i.... wroteanotherpoem.

which by the way is untitled

as i hold my head up high
i try to suppress my sigh
in light i feel embarassed
comfort i find, in darkness

tears threaten to spill
tempting it is to take a pill
obviously it's not an option
but curse the temptation

i need to find clarity
but i'm just getting by, barely...
only when i change my attitude
will i find peace and solitude

the right decisions, i need to make
before i drown deeper and deeper, into the lake.

this needs to end.. somehow.

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